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Jun. 9th, 2009 02:20 amI.
Am.
A.
Scatter-brained moron.
I know it for a fact and nothing can convince me otherwise.
Also, I fail at life, and dating, and getting a boyfriend, and human contact, and communicating with people, and fitting in, and oh sky above. Why am I such a failurrrre?!
I just. Need to be really really really emo right now. So. Don't worry about me slitting my wrists or something stupid like that. I'm too much of a coward to try that.
...in fact, I know what (and consequentially - who) caused it.
Am.
A.
Scatter-brained moron.
I know it for a fact and nothing can convince me otherwise.
Also, I fail at life, and dating, and getting a boyfriend, and human contact, and communicating with people, and fitting in, and oh sky above. Why am I such a failurrrre?!
I just. Need to be really really really emo right now. So. Don't worry about me slitting my wrists or something stupid like that. I'm too much of a coward to try that.
...in fact, I know what (and consequentially - who) caused it.
It's not even 10th of October and I'm already having hissyfits and mental breakdowns over my NaNo novel-to-be.
Like, OMG!idon'thaveaplot. OMG!idon'thaveanycharacters. i'mdoooooomed*woefest*
Two choices, two worlds, two non-existent plots. Vague concepts and iffy scenarios and I'm sososososo doomed.
Just you watch. Up until Nov.1st I'll be al NANO!!!! And around Dec.1st, I'll be ...oh, yeah. ikindafailedthatone.again.
Like, OMG!idon'thaveaplot. OMG!idon'thaveanycharacters. i'mdoooooomed*woefest*
Two choices, two worlds, two non-existent plots. Vague concepts and iffy scenarios and I'm sososososo doomed.
Just you watch. Up until Nov.1st I'll be al NANO!!!! And around Dec.1st, I'll be ...oh, yeah. ikindafailedthatone.again.
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Oct. 7th, 2008 01:26 amI. Am suddenly way too caught up in writing my FFVII epic future fic. I love the plot. I love the ending, damnit. I ADORE the ending I've planned for it. WRY must I have so little dedication to this project? And the Saiyuki epic? And the YGO epic? WRYYYYY???? Y__Y
Not to mention NaNoWriMo. *flails* I need a plot, I need a setting, I need some main characters. alkdghakhgdahgalgh less than a month left to decide on what the hell I want to write about this year. Because last year? Was a 400 words long failure. *woe*
Don't believe me? ( Here, have a look. )
See? That's what kind of crap I was trying to write last year. I had no idea where I was taking this. None.what.so.ever.
Ph34r m3. ph34r the author who wishes to out-trump JKR and her bloody potty.
(AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
HAHAHA.
HA.
Can you feel the irony? Can you feel it burn? =/ No? Good for you. >_> )
Not to mention NaNoWriMo. *flails* I need a plot, I need a setting, I need some main characters. alkdghakhgdahgalgh less than a month left to decide on what the hell I want to write about this year. Because last year? Was a 400 words long failure. *woe*
Don't believe me? ( Here, have a look. )
See? That's what kind of crap I was trying to write last year. I had no idea where I was taking this. None.what.so.ever.
Ph34r m3. ph34r the author who wishes to out-trump JKR and her bloody potty.
(AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
HAHAHA.
HA.
Can you feel the irony? Can you feel it burn? =/ No? Good for you. >_> )